I am not sure, if I know, whether I will walk long enough

We always crave for the things that we do not have

And ignore the bucket full of  smiles lying around

Is it the irony of  our times, we realize too late

The sparks of light on the way, seem like a bait

Life tests us often, and tries it old tricks, without a slip, or a slate

We miss the friends, fellows and all those

Who walked and walked along for thousand of miles

In search of truth that some considered a waste

For others, a mistaken adventure, of dried twigs and tears, just a paste

I am not sure, if I know, whether I will walk long enough

Some times, I might stumble, without having a hand to hold

Your shadows will chase me, even if you are too tired to stand

I will come back, with lot of flowers, some hot soup, and a warm hand

do not knock so many times

do not knock so many times

heard the breeze

and stopped for a while

door was not closed completely

but the darkness inside seemed to suggest

the inmates were away

wind decided to knock again

basant shesh nahin hai

basant shesh nahin hai
sab naye fool palash ke,
ab sookh gayey
hai
aur tum abhi bandanwar nahin utarogi,

sukhey ashok ke patto ki
apney ghar par tangogi
shayad amntran de rahi ho
hawaon ko
apney anagan aaney ka
taaki saari thaki hui
muskaney wo le jaayey
aur tum shant ho

apney andar delkh sako

do not ever dither, my friend

do not ever dither, my friend

you never know, when will this season end

you will be able to say

some day, this man was not so bad after all

he loved without any hesitation,

but he could not forgive all lapses in time

forgive him, can you

kuchh log aisey bhi hotey hain

kuchh log aisey bhi hotey hain

apni nakamiyon ka dukh saari jindagi dhotey hai

tumne merey dard ko banta

merey galatiyon ka nateeja
apni nazron se  undeha kiya

merey ghar ke tootey darwajo ko phera

phatey pardo ko apney hathon se sila

meri sharm ko apni palko se dhaka

muhey jeeney ko kaha

aur mein jee gaya

lekin main kuchh bhi nahin de paya tum sabhi ko,

sirf kuchh dukho ke

akso ke jinko ab tum dekhna nahin chahtey

but what will i do, stay still

well, if i  do not forgive myself, how will i live
why shall i say, give , just give
a few more moments of company in this hour
when i am desolate, and totally without any power
you will not understand, and go away,
like ever before
but what will i do, stay still
and remain, as ever before, so sure

when do i need to defend torn curtains in my window

i did not want the curtains,

you said, you wanted these,

because my transparency

put unnecessarily reflection on others,

who wanted to keep their windows closed,,

now that my curtains are torn

what should i do

reassure every one that i am not

repairing these because i do not want to

or just ignore and hang another one

what have i done-

whenever we hurt others, we ask ourselves, was it intentional, did we mean it, but when our actions result in hurt to others without any intention, what can we really do

 

seek forgiveness and also forgive ourselves!!

 

 

anger: tagore

tagore said, “If anger be the basis of our political activities, the excitement tends to become an end in itself, at the expense of the object to be achieved. side issues then assume an exaggerated importance, and all gravity of thought and action is lost; such excitement is not an exercise of strength, but a display of weakness”.

 

why do we not coolheadedly think, who is more powerful,one who seeks revenge,or  the one who forgives

 

 

1002 Kaaali 75: I will not pray

1002  Kaaali 75:   I will not pray

The gardener made a beautiful garland

And offered to me

So that I could please you

I laughed and walked away

Why should I please you

If you have forgotten

Your duties

Should I forget mine

I will not pray

Nor will I seek any thing

I will just stay there

Cleaning the path of all the pebbles

So that those who come to your door

Do not hurt themselves