fortress of my defenses fell down

fortress of my defenses fell down
in one moment, just a moment
my deep defenses were raged to ground
you said
what was true
but why did it take so long for me to understand
should i call you when i miss you
or when you may feel better,
my entire confidence in my sensitivity was dissolved
now, i am going to relearn, recaliberate and renew
faith in my intuition, yours has left a lot for me to learn and still grow