in meadows around a meandering river

why do i feel lost
whenever i find a way
out of darkness into a world of
sunshine,
paths lined with flowers
air filled with aroma,
flowers overflowing
like a mother’s breasts
yearning to feed a new born,
Mother Kaali, you come in my life
in so many different ways
and test my devotion
why could i not win your trust
for so long
is that the reason who pave my way
with the sound of tingling bells
tied around around the sheep necks
in meadowsa round a meandering river