Complete presence is what makes the life so meaningful
When you scramble eggs on your kitchen table,
Water in the jar also trembles
The rays of sun peeping through the kitchen window
Waver, actually they don’t
But your face stirred
by the act of making eggs lose their form,
Makes these rays appear so,
Why do i see all these moving images
But not the little dark spot
in the iris of your eye
which keeps moving left and right, top and bottom
To figure out the complete presence,
And on not finding it,
stops searching it
You do not like my picking newspaper
At breakfast table
I respect that,
that is the natural thing to expect
Complete presence is what makes the life so meaningful
And I have been denying this to you for so long
On one pretext or other,
Being genuinely busy, as it were
And being busy effortful, effortlessly
4.03 april 3 09