why do always make your chosen devotees
suffer the most
i know you have no answer
except syaing that in suffering
we are not afraid of intimacy
but then i have never doubted
your grace
why am i asking this question
has my faith been eroded
or is it that i am not willing to accept your rules
or is it that i want to be pampered,
you decide,
as if you will not, if i did not permit, Ah!!