when the deeper calls connect to an outer layer of a shell

when the deeper calls connect to an outer layer of a shell
we start listening the voiced
whcih we had not heard for so long
complaints about neglect,
yawns of yesteryears
when effortlessly i tried to tell
but then when you were busy
 nurturing the garden,
i was busy
dispersing the seeds
neither seeds grew
or garden remained intact
today we stand at the edge of the garden
laughing and remembering
how nice it would have been
if the late train had not let me board it
and thus  lose track of the moments
which we both miss today
also today

dont ask me to wait

dont ask me to wait for so long

have not i waited for so long already
but then without waiting, will i ever learn the lessons
that require reflections
possible only when
 one expects insighst to occur without any reflected wall
behind you

jameen ke ek tukadey ke seeney se foot padha


jameen ke ek tukadey ke seeney se foot padha
suraj ka ankuraur phir kisee saye ko chain na tha

sab key sab bhagney lagey
kisee ped ki shakha ko aitbar nahin raha ki wo sayon ko pal sakegi
lekin phir suraj ko mehsoos hua,
aakhir usey bhi log andherey  ki kokh se nikalney par hi namskar kartyey hain
sayon aur andheron ke bina kis tarah wo jee payega
aur phir us ankur ko sara  sukha jal yaad aya

sayon ke bina sagar to jinda they par unmei pal rahi machhaliya marney ko tayyar thi
wo jee gayin

the little flowers will attract bees though

the little flowers will attract bees thoughbut who knows where will these bees rest tonioght


some body has ignited fire under this  treee which
used to host them for so long
shall i extinguish  the fire
and let the food of the hungry remain uncooked
or let the bee rest
regardless

	

why should we not mingle with crowd

why should we not mingle with crowd
asked the kites
painted in different colours
but then soem kites alwasy stood out, they flew in the sky
but dont ask why
they would  not engage with other kites
inviting and tempting as the  endeavour seemed
 may be they are made that way

the perseverance of a bird

every  day she will come and put some straws in her nest
and then will come strong winds
 and blow it away
she will not give up but will storms give up, neither
one day she realized that  stitching leaves togther is better
than the layering the same
now, how will wind trake away the tree's banches
and leaves still green
the stitches are still sustaining
and the nest has been overtaken by the ants
and the bird has shifted the tree
hoping that that wind will give up
Ah!

when the postman passed by

like every day,
today also i waited for postman
knowing thatyuou dont write letters  any more,
you dont even sms
but then argument can hardly be maid in sms
and letters are not in vogue
phone is infrequent and who does not know
when you call,
i must listen mostly
how can i argue, u can threaten to keep phone back
but in letters we could not do so
 We have to make the argument
in the most wicked manner we could
but how to invite your wickedness, which i miss

	

cushion of concerns

when the cushion of concerns
does not seem too cosy for memories to incubate
just get up and start walking
open the window and let the breeze come in
who knows some clouds will descend and enter your room
through the open window and moisten the lips which had been dry
and a bit cracked
and then don't ask for any thing, just fold them and whistle
and sing songs
of the moments of joy
which were never too far away
when you were close to yourself
and all that you cherished when alone