Archive for June, 2006

do not tell me that u want me to come along

do not tell me that u want me to come along you gave all the blessings for filling my boat with smiles, and substances that you yourself never got today when i hesitated and let you take the next step you again blessed me and asked me to be happy and just be, now that [...]

Kali 25: you ask me why, and i just smile

deeper waters and still air why will the boat not remain static but then it does not, it leaves one shore and does not reach another till some waves forgetting their inner resolve try to quiver and clear the way i face a ridle which i can not resolve you ask me why, and i [...]

Kali 24: why will u worry

why will u worry when i kneel before you and you push me away telling me about the wind and the clouds that have to shower their blessings on a place where the  banks of a river do not meet i must remain here waiting for your attention and you must focus O kali on [...]

23 kali: when did we last meet

even though i passed by your temple every day did we meet at all you weighed the offerings the earrings, the necklace, the braclets and the kind you were covered with garlands that devotees brought may be, the aroma of those flowers had soothed your nerves so much that a few crumpled leave i offered [...]

kali 22: Kali, when did you forget

   when did you forget taking revenge from all those who defied you and yet were your devotees; is it because of that   do u not understand why i seek your gaze exclusively i know you will have scorn and some time even scary indifference but then at least you will be possesed about [...]

Kali 21: why do you miss them then

black from outside you have golden sparks of fire inside when you need to be dismissive u find things more important than paying attention to devotees who lie at your feet praying for the caresses of your blessings why do you miss them then are u really worried about the light that you need to [...]

Kali 19: kali is kind

kali is kind but higher kindness is a cut above all the cruelty she loves you so  intensly only to let you realize that love must be subtle she is just but lets you do injustice to those u love the fire of guilt and the rain of reflection alternate in her lap you choose [...]

Kali 18: O Kali, you are in perpetual anger

did i know why your violent anger did not hurt me so much as your kindness perhaps the soul needs to be simmered not solaced O Kali, you are in perpetual anger have you lost all that you loved or is it that you never could love never

do not wait for autumn, leaves have fallen already

do not wait for autumn, leaves have fallen already why are you upset the silly reasons of heart have no say in the changing seasons just wait, and ask if it was a drought will your thirst for few drops of nectar hav been quenched why not then soak yourself in the rain who knows, [...]