Don’t lean forward


Don’t lean
Walk straight
I know
I caused you a lot of burden
But it will not remain
Same always
Walk slowly
Slowly
Slowly

Brewing coffee the right way

Don’t complain
Dont regret
When facade doesn’t hold
Accept
Meltdown
No point in arguing
What is not tenable
Let the truth prevail
Someday
We will have a cup of coffee
Hopefully by then
I would have learned
The brewing
The way
You taught me

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When roads meet a dead end
We don’t blame the asphalt
For melting away
Nor do we try to
Complain
For not being warned enough
Earlier
We just
Look around
And try to
Find a new trail
Which may become a road
Someday
Till then
We reflect
And thank the time
For letting us be together
So long as it was possible

tumney bahut bhram paaley

tumney bahut bhram paaley
tumney bahut bhram paaley
meri baagbaani ki tareef ki
aur phir
saarey saarey ke paudhey ukhadey
paudhey ukhadey
tumney bahut bhram paaley

mujhey meri karuna ka hawala diya
aur bin jaaney kyun itney jakhm de daaley
tumney baahut bhram paaley

mushkil tha, man ko samjhana
bina sur ke gana gana
lekin tumhari khushi ki khaatir
fatey aacnhal se todey saarey sitarey
tumney par phir bhi
itney bhram paaley
kyun
kyun

Where it was, actually empty

Embrace me
Said the child
But the mother
Was in rush
She had an appointment to keep
With her mission
To be
What she was not
But she wanted to be,
Child continued to cry
Mother was busy still
Colour pallet
Is full
But canvas is empty
Where it was to be full
And full of cries
Where it was
Actually
Empty

Fairness is not fungible

When we meditate
We start to see
The truth
And I saw it
When I realised
That my commitment to truth
Is not being honoured
In my bearing with unjust
Demands on my attention
And affection
I have to be fair
No dilemma and no doubt
Fairness is not fungible

willow leaves

willow leaves
battered bat
not possible to play cricket any more
field has been pulverised
stumps
have been looted
rules have been changed
but i can still feed
the willow leaves to goats
which will
sit around,
and
fertilise
your garden
and help you absorb
the aroma of flowers

for many years, many years
when i will not be around

ek subah kuchh shaant thi

ek saubah kuchh shaant thi
ek raat ki mehmaan thi
ab na aur mujhko rulao,
na kisee chidio ko uthao
maan jao, maan jao
keh ke wo hawa, thodi aakrant thi
ek subah kuchh shaant thi

kaisey wo jaaney, kis kadar
kin kin kinaron ko kiya tha usney
baar baar bekadar
ab usee ki awaaz hai,
aur thode tootey se saaj hain
mat kaho, ki aur gao
mat kaho ki aur gao
eksubah kuchh shaant thi

submisions

did i not submit fully
with no reservations
no hesitation
or even
thinkingly
and yet
you wanted more
always
without ever
thinking of all those
who have surrendered to me
and their rights over me
why should their submissions be less precious than mine

Tilted frames

Tilted frames, distorted view
Why should we take for granted
Those whom we respect,
Are we naive
Or too clever

Sedimented truth

Friendship is not
About opportunism
One can have only as much
After all
Sooner or later
Sedimented
Truth will precipitate