misty morning
moist leaves
looking out of my window
i see wrinkled crease
on the curtain held covered
for long by the neighbour
but the sultry weather
still atmosphere
a braclet around the curtains
folded after all
why does mist prevent
me to see
the face
of a stranger
who will not be seen
when sun brightens the day
when the silt gets washed away
lifting the sand and silt
on the river bank
i was singing songs
to thank the river
for flowing steadily, slowly and keeping low
you were taking it on the road
to be carried far
to build houses of all those
who longed for these.
suddenly the river was angry
flow was fast and level high
all the sand we collected since morning
was washed away
you laughed as if it was just a castle of sand
but then of course
it was a castle of sand
asked a river
\
asked a river
to the haughty mountains
how do you survive
the caresses of so many streams
flowing all the time,
but many more
when it rains,
how do you escape the sensations
that misty clouds cause
while rubbing your face in the night
and the day
how do you hear the seducing sounds
of the birds and remain unmoved
what shall i say, said the mountain
do not you see different peaks
some taller then the rest
but to reach many
one has to start
always at the base
there are no bridges
between the peaks
i donot know
but whenever i feel
i move with the streams
avlanches follow
and thunder of the cloud bursts
and burried homes of the ants
then make me realize
so many have relied
on my immoblity
let me stay and stare
the passing streams and the beautiful sounds
even if they leave scars and some deep wounds
Why the rivers take a toll
Will u recall
Why the rivers take a toll
Banks do not protest
The swollen eye
Insipid silence
Why should one still try
He was stubborn like a reed
Wind was fierce
The ash is now scattered
You have wandered all over
Not knowing why
The address has been deleted
Wrinkles on the sly
Moist clouds in the armpit
Do not rush now
Every time you wish to abandon
The road is bright
The cervices bemoan the light
Have you seen the sighs
Floating over the waves
Salty taste, dried marks
Go and celebrate
Have a nice day
Queer are His ways
If the train was not leaving
Why will you bend down
The rainbow of hope,
Emptiness has enjoined
We are still at it
You may close the deal
Did you try to ask
It was trusted  a path
But the flowers do not grow in the middle
Jelly was on the shelf
Dried snakegourd was served
Why will pot have a hole
When I tried to close the door
You yelled at the doorman
The rent can not now be paid
For your mustard muffler
For your mustard muffler
I am a hook
Else a rusted nail
When doors were ajar
You did not come in
Now, hinges have given way
You cried in pain
There was not much to gain
Balm is cold
I had tried in vain
Like hairs on mane
Of a bolted horse
ashankaye kyun hai man mein
ashankaye kyun hai man mein
swapno ko laga grahan
toot gaya ek aalingan
sneha bhara jo amantran tha
beh gaya kahin, nahin raha wo apnapan
aisey me karo sankalp
tan ko tap, man ko shradha,
mit jayey man ke bheetar hai to tam
utho, kaho, kya hona hai,
samay de raha awahan
manjil door nahin thi phir kyun
socha ab kar ley thoda wishram
taron ki god mein dhunda, jeevan ka thoda aaram
keh do, sab hai mithya,
sach hai, bas ek hi kaam
jeevan de do unki sewa mein
jo abhi nahi pahunchey apney mukam
not eASY TO BE GOOD ALL THE TIME
not eASY TO BE GOOD ALL THE TIME
not easy to be cool all the time
not easy to be smooth all the time
not easy to be vigilant all the time
why not fail once in a while
why not trail once in a while
why not have a heart for strangers some time
why not heave a sigh some times
why not just be some times
when the journeys do not end
when the journeys do not end
and the unspoken words become the bridges
why do we complain
when the evening are a bit sullen
the life demands its toll tax
and more we explore, more gates we pass through
more tax we must pay
should not we
why would we regret the boulders on the way,
why would we regret the boulders on the way,
who knows when would l they hold some flood
or a truck whose breaks have failed
why should not every time
you turn your face away
i must imagine that you had tonnes of smiles
which you could not contain
but were afraid to unload in my courtyard
i am lighter now
few wrinkles in my kurta, that were there,
have declared
he restless nights that i have spent
in wishing for a bell to ring
and the curtains to come down
on the play
that has no charactrs, but
which is kept on stage because audience
find it easy to stay, dispel the notion
that audiences can be created,
actors will rest now
rainbow has tilted after all
u climbed it from one end
and i got down from the other
why should we wait for sun to dry the tears
why should we wait for sun to dry the tears
would not wiping these make sense
but then who has the kerchief
big enough to soak all the tears
why will we create a dam to store these
will the streams not be able to contain all the dust
which rose when caravans passed away
without pausing even for a minute
to see how the marks of their wheels
had distracted streams from their course