anil gupta's blog

notes of the last night
are like
waves that rested on the shores
but never exactly right
the notes of last night

the urges were vivacious,
quest was ambiguous
did i rel;lay tell u, that
resolution did not seem in sight
the notes of the last night

envelop of the letter, seemed a bit torn
did you feel as it was just a sleight
no matter what i left unsaid
it was an arduous journey, of staying upright
notes of the last night

not an easy path
who knows,
who invites whose wrath
simply for having told the truth
that made us both very fragile
but then dont we
really meet sublimely
in a sea of gratefulness
for all the grace one showers
on others
without any expectations
as if seeds are scattered
all around without knowing
under whose shade
will our grandchildren sit

Restrained no more
I Unwounded the coil
Arresting all the energy
but releasing
All the colours
Now soak yourself
If you wish to
I m in flow

O whirlpool of riotous colours
Will you let me churn the sky
Once again
Can I borrow your colours
To paint my slate
It is not blank
But your colours
Can engulf it
Hopefully enough
To obliterate Older coats

i am not sure, all the vibrations in the jar
in which you poured your selfless
attention
was an illusion
but then jar got broken
you picked up another jar, not one but many
did they produce similar music

was trying to stop by
at a bus stop
at which no bus comes any more
but then i still thought
by mistake
a driver might lose his track
and stop by
randomly

will you stay
for some more time in our garden
scattering smiles
without cutting all loose ties

stay
forever
in places which
nurture
our blessings
sprout dreams
instill fortitude
and when you are tired
fluttering of wings pf birds
rejuvenates you

Rehney ki aas pass hai, yeh saza tumhari, Ishq Nahin Hota sirf nam aankho ki jimmedari; tum ne soongha hai meri saanso ki Khushboo ko, ab Nibhana to padega, badha jayey Chahe bekarari

Aaj subah kuchh pat girey,
chidiya chahki, Ek Phool khila
aur sapno ki bagiya Mahki,
tum Jeevan mein aagey badho,
man lo ab hamne apni hichak fainki;

Door SE itna chain agar koi de sakta hai,
to phir toofan Ke dil mein
mera Ek Sapna Reh sakta hai;
Tu pareshan na Ho;
Safar lamba to hai;
par iradey Ho pakkey,
to koi Bhi gam wo Sah sakta hai

Jindadili yeh to na thi
ki ham Aaag ko dil mein liyey jhulsa karey ;
wo chain SE band Aankho mein sapno ko samayey;
hum unki is Inayat ke liyey sir jhuka sajda karey

Jikra to Kiya par adhoora hi tha,
nam nayno ko kaisey Kehti tum gatha

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agar koi deep jal na sakey
kisee ped ka fal pak na sakey
kehna to aakar, palko ki aaut se
hawaon ka rukh badal dunga

toofano ki kokh se
tumharey anagan mein janm lunga

kis tarah keh pata
kya dukh tha
ya thi glani?
kisko kaisey sunata

tumney jadey sitartery
merey aasman mein
main unki chamak se ghabraye
hiran mi mani
bhatak gaya apni raah se

aao, ab phise sil daalo,
is fati gudariya ko
koi paiband to shayad siley hitho
ke kahega kahani
bina uff karey,

When we care
To feel or just share
What is left, inside
Is a cracked layer,
Through which the sprout
Of serenity, concern and compassion
Overcomes the hesitation
to dare