ashankaye kyun hai man mein

ashankaye kyun hai man mein

swapno ko laga grahan

toot gaya ek aalingan

sneha bhara jo amantran tha
beh gaya kahin, nahin raha wo apnapan

aisey me karo sankalp

tan ko tap, man ko shradha,

mit jayey man ke bheetar hai to tam

utho, kaho, kya hona hai,

samay de raha awahan

manjil door nahin thi phir kyun

socha ab kar ley thoda wishram

taron ki god mein dhunda, jeevan ka thoda aaram

keh do, sab hai mithya,

sach hai, bas ek hi kaam

jeevan de do unki sewa mein

jo abhi nahi pahunchey apney mukam

not eASY TO BE GOOD ALL THE TIME

not eASY TO BE GOOD ALL THE TIME

not easy to be cool all the time

not easy to be smooth all the time

not easy to be vigilant all the time

why not fail once in a while

why not  trail once in a while

why not have a heart for strangers some time

why not heave a sigh some  times

why not just be some times

when the journeys do not end

when the journeys do not end

and the unspoken words  become the bridges

why do we complain

when the evening are a bit sullen

the life demands its toll tax

and more we explore, more gates we pass through

more tax we must pay

should not we

why would we regret the boulders on the way,

why would we regret the boulders on the way,

who knows when would l they hold some flood

or a truck whose breaks have failed

why should not every time

you turn your face away

i must imagine that you had tonnes of smiles

which you could  not contain

but were afraid to unload in my courtyard

i am lighter now

few  wrinkles in my kurta, that were there,

have declared

he restless nights that i have  spent

in wishing for a bell to ring

and the curtains to come down

on the play

that has no charactrs, but

which is kept on stage because audience

find it easy to stay, dispel the notion

that audiences can be created,

actors will rest now

rainbow has tilted after all

u climbed it from one end

and i got down from the other

why should we wait for sun to dry the tears

why should we wait for sun to dry the tears

would not wiping these make sense

but then who has the kerchief

big enough to soak all the tears

why will we create a dam to store these

will the  streams not be able to contain all the dust

which rose when caravans  passed away

without pausing even for a minute

to see how the marks of their wheels

had distracted streams from their course

when the freedom craves for constraints

when the freedom craves for constraints

when the love seeks boundaries

when trees invite amarbel

and when the moist soil seeks sun

one can imagine that liberty has taken roots

the boundaries between what is and ought to be has broken down

tanha se ho gayi hai ab vaadiya kyun yahan

tanha si ho gayi hai ab vaadiya kyun yahan

kis daur se gujar raha hai, jamana  yahan

kaun bhool gaya tha, hawaon ko  lagana ek kala teeka

kiski nazar lag gayi, kaisey jal gaya sara gulistan

thoda ruk jao, aur sun lo hawaye kya paigam layi hain

kiski bewafai ka, ab matam mana rahi hai, yeh surf  fizan

thoda yakeen badao, thoda haath badao, thoda to thamo,

in wadion mein chhupi hai, agar mehsoos kar sako, mohabbat bepanah

i am like a snail, dried and malformed

i am like a snail, dried and malformed

but still attractive enough for a child to pick it up

and play with it

till it cracks

and he cries

comes along an affectionate
mother who consoles

him and tells him

she will find another snail

another malformed

one

another journey abandoned

so that the child can play

why not

may be when i am unmasked, the poems get better

well,
may be when i am unmasked,
the poems get better
i become dust
in your hairs
and you go for a wash
drained form there, i dry up and rise again
thsi time through a storm
and get into your eyes
more you rub these
more deeper i get embedded
do not let me go away
do not shed the tears