Archive for March, 2016

what has changed

i pray at your feet o Kaali ma lest you leave the path on which you always walked on your way to the peak of that great hill not far away but now you may not see this side the peak is still there what has changed

fire must keep burning

your fire is what i like most so what if i get wounded so much that i can not even come close healing may take years but the fire must keep burning may be with all the wind that will blow your way i pray

seeking a bit more of you as you are

i am not seeking any reciprocity nor any respect just a silence which i havev got in plenty be as you are a bit less of the awkward self a bit more of generous self a bit just as you are

without a murmur

when leaves dropped a few years ago i did not protest, i wil not do so even now, may their journey be more meaningful than mine, may they fly to shores where some ships are likely to anchor soon and then let souls of the sailors hear the crackling sound while these leaves dissolve themselves [...]

when tears refracted all meanings

when tears refracted all meanings i was not sure but i took these as they appeared still remember them oozing a truthfulness but why then this doubt now am i losing my ability to embrace the shadows that are not sure if to remain under darkness or come under light to die

let it go, just

will not wait any more the embers are desolate how can i isolate all the moments which did not a purpose to happen these were interspersed with so many smiles seemingly just like that but perhaps not i am not a trader i dont know the currency of contrived values from these moments let me [...]

nourishing a garden in a desert

will you be pouring the rain water you conserved so hard in a desert in which there are a very few flowers in bloom but there is a promise uncertain, ambiguous can storm every be sure of being followed by rain???