Archive for December, 2006

before i start my journey

before i start my journey will u not offer me some sweet i remember, when i was a child you always did that have i grown up or Mother, you have become reassured of my well being

will my resolution to resurrect truth remain

will my resolution to resurrect truth remain i have been carrrying the cross all this while on my shoulders after all can i leave hope that truth will prevail worrries of my friends will give way and their hopes will sway the breeze always their way i will quietly fade away

795 how do i sustain the hope

how do i sustain the hope of a cloud to rain in a parched field when there is a river here and a lake there waiting to be replenished why will cloud be carried away by the careless wind far too busy with her own dreams of storming the spirit of thirsty streams to the [...]

794 why was i sleepy

how do i clarify why was i sleepy when you were telling the story abhimanyu was listening in my womb not knowing that my sleep delayed for so long, so often because you know why will not let him live for long what could have i done, i carry the guilt for so many centuries [...]

soak the time, tame the tide

soak the time, tame the tide said the happy squirrrel, without any reservation or pride i did not know how do i soak the moments which are laced with the smiles of the time that i wish i had by myself all the while but alas, i am not allowed to seek the solace that [...]

you are a big river

you are a big river wanting to meet only the sea but have no reservations on assimilating the small streams i am a rivulet just flowing in this season may dry up tomorrow or next day after will you let me be part of you so that all the vapours in the sky soak the [...]

mind is restless

mind is restless and body is tired the boat has survived but the river is in spate still, you ask me to forget and focus only on future but then there are images hidden in the clouds in the sky if i see the sky i get restless and when i keep eyes below i [...]

793: i am the explanation

i am the explanation said the sparrow and went on with her search for a nest full of comfort that can not be guaranteed but prayed for, that can be designed but not delivered after all rims of an old cart are rusted when the cart stays still make it run so what if you [...]

why should i regret

some times i wonder, if those who feel wronged or hurt by my perceived or actual acts, should be forgiven for their doubts or loved for their anger. May be both. If i do not forgive them, i can not love them.