{"id":665,"date":"2008-10-08T00:43:10","date_gmt":"2008-10-07T19:13:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=665"},"modified":"2008-10-10T01:15:04","modified_gmt":"2008-10-09T19:45:04","slug":"i-will-speak-and-demand-explanation-ma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=665","title":{"rendered":"i will speak and demand explanation, Ma"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>ma, once again you are quiet<br \/>\nin your own indomitable style,<br \/>\nyou use silence as your strongest armour<br \/>\nmay be this makes you feel powerful<br \/>\nbut then do we sense power by dominating,<br \/>\nby suppressing,<br \/>\nor by masking what is inside<br \/>\nis that why<br \/>\npeople pour their heart before you<br \/>\nand feel powerless<\/p>\n<p>is that why you bless them<br \/>\nbut i will not submit<br \/>\ni will not surrender<br \/>\ni will speak and demand explanation<br \/>\nfor the words that you withheld<br \/>\nand did not utter<br \/>\nbecause you thought what i did was wrong<br \/>\nbut then who does not do wrong,<br \/>\nwhat is so special in my mistakes<br \/>\nexcept that i keep renewing my scars by nurturing them<br \/>\nwith your unforgiving attitude<\/p>\n<p>be as you are<br \/>\nma,\u00a0 you are after all, all embracing<br \/>\nmay be this is the way you bless me,<br \/>\ntill I stop punishing myself, you will not speak<\/p>\n<p>let me forgive myself first, only then will i come back<br \/>\nand seek your forgivance, is that right, now do not speak<br \/>\nlet me go back a few steps<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ma, once again you are quiet in your own indomitable style, you use silence as your strongest armour may be this makes you feel powerful but then do we sense power by dominating, by suppressing, or by masking what is inside is that why people pour their heart before you and feel powerless is that &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=665\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;i will speak and demand explanation, Ma&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-665","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/665","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=665"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/665\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}