{"id":4455,"date":"2016-04-05T21:41:00","date_gmt":"2016-04-05T16:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=4455"},"modified":"2016-04-05T21:47:14","modified_gmt":"2016-04-05T16:17:14","slug":"losing-without-posssing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=4455","title":{"rendered":"losing without posssing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/IMG_9621.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/IMG_9621.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"IMG_9621\" width=\"5184\" height=\"3456\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-4457\" srcset=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/IMG_9621.jpg 5184w, https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/IMG_9621-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/IMG_9621-1024x682.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>why do i feel lost a bit today<br \/>\nwhat have i lost<br \/>\nsomething i had promised never<br \/>\nto relish the possession of<\/p>\n<p>whitewash all the walls<br \/>\ndont let them remind me<br \/>\nthat we stood by them<br \/>\nsomeday<br \/>\nto just stand and stare<br \/>\nas if<br \/>\nyou really care<\/p>\n<p>we mediated in the verandah<br \/>\nprayed selflessly<br \/>\nand then i also saw<br \/>\na recoil<br \/>\nof all the retribution<br \/>\nall the distrust<br \/>\nof the winds<br \/>\nthat could  not wait<br \/>\nfor the lakes to refill<br \/>\nwhen it rains<br \/>\nafter summer<br \/>\nwinds devoured<br \/>\ntears filled lake<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>why do i feel lost a bit today what have i lost something i had promised never to relish the possession of whitewash all the walls dont let them remind me that we stood by them someday to just stand and stare as if you really care we mediated in the verandah prayed selflessly and &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=4455\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;losing without posssing&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":20,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4455","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4455","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/20"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4455"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4455\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4458,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4455\/revisions\/4458"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4455"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4455"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4455"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}