{"id":3679,"date":"2014-08-19T00:35:03","date_gmt":"2014-08-18T19:05:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=3679"},"modified":"2014-08-19T00:36:09","modified_gmt":"2014-08-18T19:06:09","slug":"am-i-wind-break","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=3679","title":{"rendered":"am i a wind break"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>when she teases me<br \/>\nwith a twinkle in her eyes<br \/>\ni dont know<br \/>\nif it is time to dissolve<br \/>\nor hold on<br \/>\nso i just freze<br \/>\nand let the breeze pass<br \/>\nlest she thinks<br \/>\ni am a wind break<\/p>\n<p>but then it is not clear<br \/>\nif the arms spread around<br \/>\nme can hold<br \/>\nall the fire inside<br \/>\nand will she remain unharmed<\/p>\n<p>i then shrink into a vapur<br \/>\nmixed with the hot air<br \/>\nescape through ventilators of a dark room<br \/>\ninto a red sky outside<br \/>\nmy coffin is already<br \/>\nfloating among the clouds<br \/>\nwhere i have to be buried<br \/>\ndecompose and then<br \/>\nto let manure shower as a rain of love<br \/>\nover a deserted patch<br \/>\nwhere i tried to plant a garden once<\/p>\n<p>now, when i am gone<br \/>\nthe unfinished task will need to be completed<br \/>\nwill you<br \/>\nspread my ashes or manure as the case may be<br \/>\nover all the parched plots<br \/>\nwhere some souls sowed<br \/>\ndreams of a creative future<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>when she teases me with a twinkle in her eyes i dont know if it is time to dissolve or hold on so i just freze and let the breeze pass lest she thinks i am a wind break but then it is not clear if the arms spread around me can hold all the &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=3679\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;am i a wind break&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":20,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3679","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3679","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/20"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3679"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3679\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3683,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3679\/revisions\/3683"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3679"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3679"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3679"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}