{"id":3359,"date":"2014-07-07T00:04:53","date_gmt":"2014-07-06T18:34:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=3359"},"modified":"2014-07-07T11:26:15","modified_gmt":"2014-07-07T05:56:15","slug":"fatigue-of-failure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=3359","title":{"rendered":"fatigue of failure"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/pain1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/pain1.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"pain\" width=\"409\" height=\"259\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-3363\" srcset=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/pain1.jpg 409w, https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/pain1-300x189.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 409px) 100vw, 409px\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/dry-leaf.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/dry-leaf.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"dry leaf\" width=\"600\" height=\"800\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-3360\" srcset=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/dry-leaf.jpg 600w, https:\/\/anilg.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/dry-leaf-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>will this be the end<br \/>\nnow<br \/>\nof such a long ordeal?<\/p>\n<p>i have gone through it<br \/>\nhoping that pages will be turned<\/p>\n<p>new careful concern  will emerge<br \/>\nleaves on the edge of the road will<br \/>\nnow rot slowly<br \/>\nmanured beds will let weeds grow<br \/>\nbecause i will not till<br \/>\n them<br \/>\nwill not sow seeds of flowers<br \/>\nthat were lying with me<br \/>\ni have thrown them in the lake,<br \/>\nnot too far<br \/>\nfrom the place where i had heard<br \/>\nresolution of devotion and<br \/>\ncommitment to the cause<br \/>\nonce<\/p>\n<p>this made the paving of the path worthwhile<br \/>\nnow, i just want to walk away<br \/>\ni am tired<br \/>\nand i can&#8217;t resist\/refuse\/revoke  fatigue<br \/>\nof failure<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>will this be the end now of such a long ordeal? i have gone through it hoping that pages will be turned new careful concern will emerge leaves on the edge of the road will now rot slowly manured beds will let weeds grow because i will not till them will not sow seeds of &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=3359\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;fatigue of failure&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":20,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3359","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3359","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/20"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3359"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3359\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3364,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3359\/revisions\/3364"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3359"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3359"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3359"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}