{"id":256,"date":"2007-02-18T00:05:47","date_gmt":"2007-02-17T18:35:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=256"},"modified":"2007-02-18T00:05:47","modified_gmt":"2007-02-17T18:35:47","slug":"i-am-sad-and-still","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=256","title":{"rendered":"i am sad and still"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am sad and still<\/p>\n<p>because you trusted and tried<\/p>\n<p>the faith did not work<\/p>\n<p>and you stand crucifed<\/p>\n<p>how do i absorb your pain<\/p>\n<p>the feeling that is unspoken<\/p>\n<p>and a bit uncertain<\/p>\n<p>i know this\u00c2\u00a0 storm will pass<\/p>\n<p>some will love you more<\/p>\n<p>and some will hesitate and ask<\/p>\n<p>is this how shiva has to behave<br \/>\nswallow the poison and light the dark cave<\/p>\n<p>in the hearts of those who have agendas wide<\/p>\n<p>so what if time forgets, will not your values survive<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i am sad and still because you trusted and tried the faith did not work and you stand crucifed how do i absorb your pain the feeling that is unspoken and a bit uncertain i know this\u00c2\u00a0 storm will pass some will love you more and some will hesitate and ask is this how shiva &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=256\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;i am sad and still&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-256","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/256","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=256"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/256\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=256"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=256"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=256"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}