how do i clarify
\nwhy was i sleepy
\nwhen you were telling the story
\nabhimanyu
\nwas listening
\nin my womb
\nnot knowing that my sleep
\ndelayed for so long, so often
\nbecause you know why
\nwill not let him live for long
\nwhat could have i done,
\ni carry the guilt for so many centuries
\nand every time
\ni feel sleepy
\nthe face of abhimanyu asks me
\nto clarify
\nhow do i tell him
\ni did not know
\ni still do not know
\nhow do i defy
\nyou
\nO lord<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
how do i clarify why was i sleepy when you were telling the story abhimanyu was listening in my womb not knowing that my sleep delayed for so long, so often because you know why will not let him live for long what could have i done, i carry the guilt for so many centuries … <\/p>\n