{"id":14,"date":"2006-05-05T02:36:45","date_gmt":"2006-05-04T21:06:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=14"},"modified":"2006-05-05T02:38:19","modified_gmt":"2006-05-04T21:08:19","slug":"my-courtyard-of-conscience","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/?p=14","title":{"rendered":"my Courtyard Of conscience"},"content":{"rendered":"

<\/span><\/p>\n

I am a witness to your grace<\/span><\/p>\n

But having lost my eyesight, <\/span><\/p>\n

I can describe the smell, feel, and the spirit<\/span><\/p>\n

Of how you entered my <\/span><\/p>\n

Courtyard Of conscience<\/span><\/p>\n

and dug up all the flower beds which were <\/span><\/p>\n

lying untilled<\/span><\/p>\n

full of \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcweed, thorny bushes and the cactii\u00e2\u20ac\u2122<\/span><\/p>\n

and then it rained,<\/span><\/p>\n

u let the water soak the dry soil,<\/span><\/p>\n

embrace it as if it had not been cared and tended<\/span><\/p>\n

for centuries<\/span><\/p>\n

sowed the seeds of expectations<\/span><\/p>\n

all the while denying that<\/span><\/p>\n

it was your purpose<\/span><\/p>\n

why not, after all, only through these expectations<\/span><\/p>\n

we rise in each others\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 calling<\/span><\/p>\n

but you have <\/span><\/p>\n

already disarmed me, <\/span><\/p>\n

taken all the reasons from me to thank you,<\/span><\/p>\n

your mercies are beyond count <\/span><\/p>\n

but your reprimands are my treasures<\/span><\/p>\n

for, I am trying to be their<\/span><\/p>\n

exclusive inheritor<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

May 25, 2004 ny 9.52 ist<\/span><\/p>\n

2:<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

take all or none, she said <\/span><\/p>\n

I was not sure, if I had a bag,<\/span><\/p>\n

big enough<\/span><\/p>\n

With me,<\/span><\/p>\n

to contain all what she offered,<\/span><\/p>\n

But then she would not tailor her gift <\/span><\/p>\n

To the size of my <\/span><\/p>\n

Bag<\/span><\/p>\n

What will I do, <\/span><\/p>\n

Collect more bags, or deny her gift <\/span><\/p>\n

Or ask her to pour it<\/span><\/p>\n

slowly and slowly<\/span><\/p>\n

So that I absorb it in <\/span><\/p>\n

The folds of my soul<\/span><\/p>\n

Having aseeemit ( infinite) space<\/span><\/p>\n

But will she have patience<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Will I have patience!<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am a witness to your grace But having lost my eyesight, I can describe the smell, feel, and the spirit Of how you entered my Courtyard Of conscience and dug up all the flower beds which were lying untilled full of \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcweed, thorny bushes and the cactii\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 and then it rained, u let the … <\/p>\n

Continue reading “my Courtyard Of conscience”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/anilg.in\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}